regret

I often wonder where I want to end up in twenty years.

When i was younger I'd fantasize about philosophical victories, understanding the world better than most, understanding myself, and achieving great things in both life and relationships.

I spent so much time dreaming, that, unfortunately, life drove right by, and by the time I came to, I realized I hadn't built any skills in both my self and in craft.

I feel ashamed of the life I've lived and the person I've become, but I realize have to leap out into the world regardless of my insecurities and limitations, and although I have to learn what most have already learned, I have to take that first step forward, or I might become something worse.

times running out, and I don't want build any more regrets.

Sadness

It bums me out to think people can be fooled so easily.

bitter herbs

I am currently killing this goddamn plant for an item.

The item drop rate is .2%, and I'm killing 6 every 14 minutes.

I have been doing this for days, and I still haven't gotten it yet.

I will do this forever if I have to, I don't care, it's about the principle at this point.

This game hates me.

When I first made this I wasnt entirely serious, but I think ill get my act together.

Which means ill revamp my previous posts so it aint just a dull list of links.

In the mean time, click the links ;D

weird games that I like

enjoy

dont look back

covetous

Sweatshop boy

Looming

The Life of a...

Good Fortune

Ill post more as a remember them.

Ill also get some screen caps maybe

retro games

vintage games that I like:

Final Fantasy 1-6


Mega man X


UN Squadron


Street Fighter


and more once I remember

V for vendetta

about me i guess

I was born in el paso but only lived there for a few weeks or was it a month I dont remember.

Moved to vegas, lived there from then on. lived in 3 different houses from ages 1 to now.

when I was little I said I wanted to be a heart sugeon but that was just because my dad told me so.

I went to harley harmon elementary school, thurman white middle school, and Votech for highschool.

At Votech I studied 3d Animation where we used 3d Max, which I probably never use again since the Industry uses Maya, maybe.

After high school I got a job as a laborer for a while and went community college for a bit. Then I came to Vancouver, Canada to go to the Vancouver Film School. Then I sat down to write this blog for a class assignment. Then I wrote the word Assignment.

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My Full name Is Gustavo A. Ramirez.

I'm a Mexican American who was born on 1989

I have family in chihuahua, chihuahua Mexico where both my parents are from.

I also have family in el paso and California i think.

I have over 20 aunts and uncles.

I forget things really easily and am socially akward ok.

I missed out on all the cool stuff of the from the past 2 decades, so I experience it all as it was new, and I find it so much better than Tv. (usually media related things). So although I like to concider myself a fan of "retro" I know very little. All i know is that i like pixels.

Did i say i forget things? cause I do.

Ill post more things as I remember

music that I like

Radiohead

beethoven

mozart

Beatles

Daft punk

Retro video games music

There's many songs I like that I never learnt he song/artists name too

I know i should talk about why I like bands but i know ill just sound like i dont know what im talking but cuase i wouldnt

so ill just say, they are like drugs.

webcomics

their pretty cool

pictures for sad children

lucid tv

palupo

xkcd

ill update with more as I remember

and pictures too



PFSC by john campbell


xkcd by Randall Munroe


lucid tv by tom selleck

ads

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Retro Art games

I guess I'll start out one of my most recent indulgences/passions.
I've really been into games lately that are done in a retro 8-16 bit style that often employ some deeper meaning through abstract means.
In other words fucking weird. (sometimes)

Don't Look back
Run, Jesus Run!
Babies dream of dead worlds
Don't Shit Your Pants
The Life Of A Pacifist Is Often Fraught With Conflict
Free Will - The Game

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